Mellowed in bull dominance
It’s about forgiveness for me more than anything
for choosing wrong over right when I knew I’m working against odds, I knew I’d
loose in the end. It felt good to have opened up to that level I’d never experienced
or opened my heart to so much risk I didn’t know I could love in this way. I gave
u everything there is in me, unselfish, unconditional, pure and open love that would
have grown deeper than what it is now cause u were the closest thing to
perfection, you were the truth. The day I
from nowhere decided to let go I thought to myself that I had lost only now do I
realize that I won cause in love u need to know when to let go and I knew for
your good that its time. I’ve been learning to live without u now but I still
miss you most of the time, I’m happy though that through the pain I remember
how to live without you there. I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME, it’s a bit quick
though because I was hoping we’d have more time to grow and explore each other.
It’s good because I still have all my yesterdays with you, can still vividly
remember the scent of that beautiful place, that safest most softest place on
earth they can’t take that from me however they took a friend... I've stopped fighting and i'm letting go now I
know this shall pass
My love is shattered, my head scattered but working towards
gathering my pride and moving forward…
